11th Jan 2012

When a loved one passes away, you face the pain of losing someone forever, because you know you will miss him. You will never have the chance to spend time with him; to hold his hand, listen to his voice,talk to him and feel his presence. And then you regret that you had not spend enough time with him when his around. 

It is a fixed rule that each and every human being born into this world must face such a suffering of losing him to death( unless he is either born without a conscious or he's maybe a tree log) 

Whenever I miss you. I mourn for you in silence. I thank you and fill my heart with your love and gratitude. I can't feel you externally but you still exist eternally within mine. The cassette of memories is still playing and playing, is the play over yet?

Thank you for the love you had given and the sacrifice you have made made. Perhaps your death is a sacrifice that makes me grow. 

I know that the deep down each and everyone of us issss   - the entire universe. You have left, but you've turned into something even more subtle and beautiful. I sense you in the wind that passed by, I see your shadows in a flowing river and I feel you beneath the earth and above the sky. You are blended with the universe aren't you? 

Substitute sadness with appreciation; pain with gratitude. You'll feel better. Maybe. I think.